8/25 rest, really?

Today I am tortured by the necessity to rest-
It took everything I had not to put my tennis shoes on, not to find some casual "non-running" activity, not to run, not to play. All I want to do today is break my own rules. I know I'll regret it tomorrow. Goal is to be in bed by 9, hmm- clearly 10 must do (it's 8:26). Will be shattered if I don't make a morning long run tomorrow- I hate my rules.